I just got back from las vegas tonight.. it was sooooo amazing!!! im a small town girl and i have never in my life seen soo many lights and buildings and people. I have a bunch of pictures but a lot didnt turn out that great cuz im still learning how to use my new camera. But i'll post some of them on here .. Ill be sending a email out to some of the ppl on my list to come check it out.. I went to seet his awesome play called mystere... the whole time my mouth with hanging open cuz i couldnt believe what i was seeing.. $100.00 a ticket better have been damn good!! lol We had to go to wedding my uncles brothers wedding. it was very sweet.. wasnt really something ineeded to see after just getting out of a relationship but thats ok cuz i danced with my friends and had a good time.. then we took a limo back to the hotel and had a party... my uncles other brother shawn thought i was hot... eww he was all checking me out and making me drinks and stuff.. i ending up getting really shit faced.. and my legs and feet were soo swollen from walking all day and dancing i was about to cry.... so i got back to my room at about 5 that morning... whichi s like 8 MY TIME.. and i fell asleep and then i woke up at 6 with my knees killing so bad i couldnt even walk so.. me being shit faced drunk crawled into my bathroom and filled my bathtub up with hot water and crawled in it with all my clothes on.. and just laid there thinkin i was gonna throw up... then chris came and pulled me out lol..it was funny i was cold as hell too.. but las vegas isnt cold it was about 105 the whole time iw as there and u cant really drive cuz there are so many ppl and so much traffic so ur stuck walkin everywhere las vegas isnt big but we walked for 5 hours straight and didnt even make it a 1/3 of the way down the strip. its soo hot!!!... and somethign else is people sell women like they are pizzas or something there are 100's of guys standing on the streets handing out this cards saying"women direct to you in 30 mins or less " and they like push them into ur hands and stuff its soo funnny and annoying... but yea there are crazy ppl thats not even the half of it but WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS STAYS IN VEGAS

i met this guy a few days ago.. and he is totally awesome!! we have everything in common.. and we get along soo soo sooo well.. but what sucks is he lives in CA and im in CA only for the summer before i have to go back to NC.. so he told me today that he couldnt do a long distance relationship.. which is ok cuz we would be amazing as friends too. I guess im grateful for having someone that cares.. IM going to las vegas on thursday so i should have some more pics from that trip on here soon~~

My boyfriend and i broke up about a month ago. It was a very depressing time for me. He was my first love and everyone knows how hard that is. We dont even talk anymore which i guess could be a good thing in the long run. I have so many things that i have to decide in the next year. What im gonna do with my life what i want in life. I dont know any of this. I used to think i did when i was with him. But ive realized that i dont want to be like him. He wont ever make anything of himself. I wont let that happen to me.....